So again, I apologize for the break in my blog. We’ve been a little busy here in Michigan, prepping for an amazing wedding (Real American Style) – it’s 2:18am so I can’t say tomorrow, but in few hours time we will witness the union between Michael (Mark’s nephew) and Maddy (who I only met today – but she is a stunning girl).
I will admit, that as excited as I was for this trip, I was a little nervous seeing the ‘American’ family since being in and out of hospital, but with that being said I have never felt more welcomed and relaxed than what I have with them these few days.
It’s like my sister-in-law said today, don’t let this rule your life……and how true is that. I promised myself, I would not be defined by this but I didn’t think about how I would let this rule my life – Between the stacks of medication and do’s and do nots list, I would have to worry about so much nonsense.
So I will enjoy my life but within reason I will maintain an equal balance.
One thing I have learn’t on this trip, is that my happiness lies where my heart finds peace and bliss. This journey is teaching me, that I need to start putting myself first, and if I think I may find happiness in the States with my hubby, then as much as I love my family back home, I will need to not worry about them, as only I can make myself happy (not them).
So currently who knows what the future holds (Only God will know what path I need to be on), but one thing is for certain, later today I am going to watch 2 youngsters that are madly in love with each other make their commitments to one another, and it will be spectacular.
Love is what binds us all, it’s what makes us feel safe, happy, peaceful and appreciated.
So this one is dedicated to all the loved ones out there, but a special shout out to Michael and Mandy – May your love burn so bright that it blinds the darkest corners of the world.
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