This year has been one of my most toughest years ever. I have permanently had my faith tested. My loving husband, keeps telling me I need to focus on the positive things that happened this year, but how was I supposed to focus on those when blow after blow, I felt like I was being … Continue reading Blow after Blow – but I am deciding to hold my head up high.
http://www.youtube.com/watch So I mentioned in a previous blog, that I have a bunch of various songs, that I often pump-up the volume, in my car, or on my earphones. This song helped me so much, and it actually was released, while I was still in the psychiatric hospital. I played this song literally every night, … Continue reading Another Song, I blast to make me feel good.
I want to tell you a story, about an amazing family that live in Houston, Texas. This family is generous, kind and loving, they are faithful and believe in the greater good, despite taking numerous beatings - they remain faithful and thankful for what they have in their lives. This family is my in-laws but, … Continue reading This one is for my US family.
So yesterday was a very interesting day. Mark (my husband) and I had to go see a specialist yesterday regarding why our backs are still in so much pain from the accident that took place on the 09.07.2019. That day still rings like a tower bell in my mind. I know some of you may … Continue reading claustrophobia – learning the hard way.
If you google the definition of a Panic Attack, you will get this simple answer: a sudden overwhelming feeling of acute and disabling anxiety. It sounds so simple and meniscal when you read that small explanation, but let me tell you, when you experience one, it feels as if your whole world has come crashing … Continue reading PANIC ATTACKS
http://www.youtube.com/watch So today is a quick and short blog. One thing I keep getting reminded about is, take it day by day and things will get better with time. I found this amazing song by Betty Who, who sings a song about how things keep getting better. Some of you might know it as the … Continue reading Things Keep Getting Better
So firstly the movies and tv shows have seriously misconceptualized schizophrenia disorder. It is nothing like the movie "SPLIT" portrays, in fact what the movie portrays is the furthest from the truth, yet so many people assume that split personalities are the definition of schizophrenia. If we are to look at the word "Schizo", it … Continue reading Common Misconceptions about Schizophrenia
So I read an interesting fact in one of my text books today and it got me thinking. So the Pygmalion effect, is an effect recognized by a German poet, Goethe, almost 200 years ago, when he said: 'if you want someone to perform better, tell him how good he is. If you want someone … Continue reading The Pygmalion Effect
So a lot of people have been wondering what the semicolon tattoo on my wrist means or what it represents (image from my first post, but don't stress I will repost the image here again too)? The semicolon project was originally started
So being the inquisitive individual I am, I thought I would do some research into what a traumatic event can do to your brain or body. Such as how the accident, has made me feel like 2019 is not our year, and how emotional I get every time I think of the accident. So research … Continue reading So what happens after a traumatic event?