I have been sick the past two days, filled with stress with my upcoming trip and other things bugging my mind. I have tried to be a positive individual this year but when darkness keeps pulling you down, and trying to drag you away from the light….you can’t help but feel helpless.
I have been praying, yes I have reached out to God, to lay his hands over everything and to protect us and help us find the light again. It’s very difficult for me, as I only seem to reach out in prayer when I am in my darkest hour, which is not right. I have learned I need to reach out everyday and thank the Lord for every day I have received thus far.
After praying all day yesterday, I happened to stumble upon a Christian verse but in a meme, that said ‘Trust in the lord for he has a plan for us’. Now this again is difficult to see in dark times but, this morning I woke up and I realized that my destiny lies in the hand of the Lord. He decides what I am to become or what I need to do on this planet with my time left here.
It’s been dark and scary at the same time (the thoughts one goes through fighting their own internal battles – specially when being bipolar, is very difficult) but, I decided not to let the darkness win because what is it actually going to do; just cause more harm than good.
So this is me saying, I am reaching for the light and I will continue to do so, until I break the surface of stress, anxiety and conflict.
I will become the man I need to, and I will land up doing on this planet what I am meant to do. For the universe, Lord, God, Angels have me by my hand and they will guide me to a life where I am free of stress and burdens.
I know my blog is about beating the stigma against mental health awareness but maybe, just maybe, sometimes we need to reach out to something greater than us, and ask for their guiding hand and protection, to help us see us through our darkest hour.
If you not a believer in something greater, maybe this blog isn’t for you but my question to you, is what harm will it do, to just reach out and ask for help, for a guiding hand through your darkest hours – it can do no harm to try.
You have to rely in trust and believe, that sometimes you can’t control everything, somethings you just have to leave it in Gods hands.
This is me proclaiming I trust in the Lord and know he will guide us accordingly. He helped my Mom through her darkest hours the past few months (fighting cancer), so he can help me through mine.
I appreciate you for reading my blog, and I hope if nothing, that it just makes you Thank the universe for all that you have.
Remember, if you ever feel you can’t cope and like you see no other help, and that your only option is to exit this world, remember one thing, you were brought to this blog as a message to say ‘It’s not your time, reach out and ask for help’
I pray that all my readers and followers find the light they deserve – Amen.
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