Schizophrenia is a brain disorder that affects the way a person behaves, thinks, and sees the world. The most common form is paranoid schizophrenia, or schizophrenia with paranoia, as it’s often called. People with paranoid schizophrenia have an altered perception of reality. They may see or hear things that don’t exist, speak in strange or … Continue reading Schizophrenia and common misconceptions. →

So I have obviously been on bipolar medication for a few weeks now, but I had no idea how much other medication I was so used to taking, that has codeine in. One of the first things we are taught in group therapy regarding Bipolar medication, is we may no longer have any medication with … Continue reading Medication is now my way of life →

Depression is a major risk factor for suicide. The deep despair and hopelessness that goes along with depression can make suicide feel like the only way to escape the pain. If you have a loved one with depression, take any suicidal talk or behavior seriously and watch for the warning signs: Talking about killing or … Continue reading Depression and suicide risk →

Sometimes all we need is a break away from the main city life to rejuvenate the soul, and reset the mindset. Being back at work for only one week, sounds ridiculous that I needed a breakaway already, however it hasn't just been work. Since I recently got discharged from the psychiatric hospital, I have been … Continue reading The importance of a Break Away and an Religious Epiphany (All in one blog today). →

https://youtu.be/hl5GcRrJLyw my sister-in-law (Patty Johnson) sent me the above video and it struck me so hard that I literally was shedding tears. She has been supporting my blog since the inception and has been giving me positive feedback, again proving how blessed I am to have such an amazing family and friendship support group. The … Continue reading Maybe it’s OK →

I am one lucky guy to have friends and family that care so much for me. Something that has been a blessing is our friends Dr. Louis Smit and his husband Paul. They both are completely understanding and actually comfort not just myself but Mark too. They answer any questions I have regarding my Bipolar … Continue reading The importance of friends →

Today I am supposed to be meeting my sister who flew in a few weeks ago. I was supposed to be on a family safari getaway with them but unfortunately due to my illness I was unable to attend as I was admitted into the psychiatric hospital. She flies back to Australia today, but I … Continue reading Sisterly Love →

I know I have mentioned the three musketeers in the past, but there was so many more to our family. I am missing the little support group we had created. We have all been on a journey together, that no one will ever understand. The connections we made was undeniably incredible. We saw each other … Continue reading Undeniable Connections →

So a lot of people have been wondering what the semicolon tattoo on my wrist means or what it represents (the image from my first post, but don't stress I will repost the image here again too if you didn't get to see it)? The semicolon project was started by Amy Bleuel in 2013, as … Continue reading The Semicolon Project →

Yesterday was my first day back at work and trust me when I say it was a little overwhelming when one steps back into the office and is confronted by all the staff. What do you tell them? Clearly there has been rumors and discussions, which is human nature, so I can't be upset or … Continue reading First Day Back at Work →