Guys, apologies for the delayed post and that I have been quiet for a couple of days. I have just been fighting my own demons and therefor haven’t given my blog much attention lately.
All I can say is I woke up this morning, with this empty feeling. Like a hollow numb feeling and don’t give a damn attitude. I don’t feel happy, sad or angry. I just woke up like WTF? I don’t give a damn anymore, i just feel like what ever else must be thrown at me, must just been thrown and me, so I can just get over it.
Hearing a close friend of mine has now got the big C, just makes me even more despise everything that this year has done.
Is anyone having a good 2019?
Because I just don’t feel like this is my year, and that’s probably why I just don’t give a damn anymore.
I feel numb and that’s probably my bodies way of shutting everything out, so that I can self heal – well that’s what my psychologist thinks at least.
Well as everyone keeps reminding me, I just need to learn to take each day at it’s own pace.
Just wish I was out of this space and place already.