Https://youtu.be/yldAGcE8aSg As mentioned in the past, I have a few songs that I love to blast in my car on route to work in the mornings to remind me how lucky I am and that I need to keep my head up high. This track is one of those special ones, and it's kind of … Continue reading Never Give Up – Another song to blast! →

If you are an avid follower, then I am sure you know this year has probably not been one of my most polished years. My crown has been knocked from my head plenty of times this year and my faith has been pushed to the limits. Yet I have remained strong and came out on … Continue reading Why should you pay it forward? →

Sometimes one just needs to make a change to make them feel good and forget their worries behind. I decided to die my hair platinum silver, and guess what it made me feel good. So is the saying true? Well here's the thing, let's be honest, a change is never going to be as brilliant … Continue reading Is change as good as a holiday? →

After last week Wednesday's flashback of the accident, I found myself permanently anxious on the roads and tensing up uncontrollably. I have also not been sleeping well since the incident on Wednesday. So I went to see my psychologist yesterday and sitting in her office I suddenly couldn't focus as the room started to spin. … Continue reading Breathing Excercises – calming yourself down. →

So this past Wednesday, the 28th August 2019, something scary happened. I finished work and headed home, I had just climbed onto the highway and reached my max speed of 125km p/hour, as I headed around a bend with my music blaring, the radio changed to a new song as I overtook a car on … Continue reading Flashback →

So I apologize for the quietness guys. I have been in Cape Town for the past few days helping my mom out. She was unfortunately diagnosed with colon cancer last week; luckily though it was caught early enough that they could literally cut out the section and stitch the colon together again. My mom is … Continue reading Sometimes we just need to be there! →

This year has been one of my most toughest years ever. I have permanently had my faith tested. My loving husband, keeps telling me I need to focus on the positive things that happened this year, but how was I supposed to focus on those when blow after blow, I felt like I was being … Continue reading Blow after Blow – but I am deciding to hold my head up high. →

http://www.youtube.com/watch So I mentioned in a previous blog, that I have a bunch of various songs, that I often pump-up the volume, in my car, or on my earphones. This song helped me so much, and it actually was released, while I was still in the psychiatric hospital. I played this song literally every night, … Continue reading Another Song, I blast to make me feel good. →

I want to tell you a story, about an amazing family that live in Houston, Texas. This family is generous, kind and loving, they are faithful and believe in the greater good, despite taking numerous beatings - they remain faithful and thankful for what they have in their lives. This family is my in-laws but, … Continue reading This one is for my US family. →

So yesterday was a very interesting day. Mark (my husband) and I had to go see a specialist yesterday regarding why our backs are still in so much pain from the accident that took place on the 09.07.2019. That day still rings like a tower bell in my mind. I know some of you may … Continue reading claustrophobia – learning the hard way. →